Addiction. Bisyo na talaga to.

Sa 15 years, 11 months, and 8 days of my existence. . .ngayong araw, syempre. . .  'Yung pang 15 years, 11 months, and 7 days ang pinaka. Haaay, can't think of an adjective that would best describe my feeling e.

Wala, it started out like any other day lang din, same old same kumbaga. . Never thought that it would end like that. Grabe, kung naging pelikula lang yung pang 15 years, 11 months, and 7 days ng buhay ko, I would say that it's one of the best endings EVER!! 

At first, it was sooo awkward, alam mo yun. . Parang, you're not sure of anything. Ewan ko ba kung pano ko idedeliver ng maayos yung kwento. Ganto nga ata talaga feeling ng sobrang na-carried away. I couldn't even be so serious. . . . . . . . . . OUTSIDE. Pero INSIDE, focused na focused ako. Seriously.

Hmm, if only I could tell you the WHOLE thing, I would really squeal. Pramis. Eeh hanggang ganto lang talaga kaya ko, pa-haging. . So, please forgive me for being sooo mysterious. . X_X

You know what's the best thing about having that kind of feeling? After you contemplate, tapos magre-reminisce ka bigla. . Haaay grabe. . Ngingiti ka na lang ANYTIME; ALL THE TIME pa nga e. Yung tipong, hindi mo na maalis yung crooked smile na parating nasa labi ni Edward Cullen. . Tapos in just a snap, BUNGISNGIS na.  Even when I was just washing my hands, I'd catch myself smiling alone. . Laughing at myself. . Baliw na nga kung baliw, HAPPY e. Much much much much much happier than before. Actually, HAPPIEST. Swear.

I could feeeeeel the cool breeze of authentic delight in my heart.  Everytime na magpapatugtog ako, i'll sit back and relax. Then, look ANYwhere, smile. Yun. Yun at yun. Tsk!! Until now, may hang over pa din. One thing I couldn't believe that I just said when I sat on the couch after washing my hands. . "Sh*t." Malutong ha, clear pa. And I don't normally say that word in that way. Now that explains everything, I presume. It's true. It's true. It's true. I even tried to hide the eternal bliss I was feeling when I was eating my breakfast. Kaharap ko kase nanay ko, I couldn't hold back. I kept on grinning. I just pulled my shirt up to my face to cover up something that has to remain unseen. Hihi.

I KEEP on dancing, singing, laughing, and everything. . . for no reason at all. Habit ko na yang mga yan. Sabi nga ng aking mudra, para na 'kong t*nga. Hahaha!! Overjoyed lang po talaga. For those who keep on buzzing me who that "someone" might be, aba. . Ma-intriga kayo habambuhay, sa totoo lang. Mwahahahaha!! *smugs*

FOR YOU I WILL by Monica

I tried to download this song on Limewire. . 5% pa lang of 100, kinlick ko na. Excited e. Intro pa lang dude, wala pang lyrics ha. . I covered my face with my hands, the next thing I knew. . Naluluha na ko. JOLOGS, keii lang. . Tss. 'No ba namang buhay yan oh. Ang saya. HAHAHA!! Ganda pala ng kantang to. Noh?!! Uy ikaw kausap ko. HAHAHA!! Haaaay. Kakainlabs. . 8->
Verse 1:
When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough 
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you
See you through 
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do

Chorus:
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
I Promise you
For you I will 

Verse 2:
I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you , right or wrong

For you I will
Lay my life on the line 
For you I will fight a hulk 
For you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul 
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me (Put you're faith in me)
And I'll do anything(oh)

I will cross the ocean for you (I will cross the ocean)
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
I Promise you (I Promise you)
For you I will, I will, I will, I will 

Repeat chorus

I promise you
For you I, I will