Addiction. Bisyo na talaga to.

Sa 15 years, 11 months, and 8 days of my existence. . .ngayong araw, syempre. . .  'Yung pang 15 years, 11 months, and 7 days ang pinaka. Haaay, can't think of an adjective that would best describe my feeling e.

Wala, it started out like any other day lang din, same old same kumbaga. . Never thought that it would end like that. Grabe, kung naging pelikula lang yung pang 15 years, 11 months, and 7 days ng buhay ko, I would say that it's one of the best endings EVER!! 

At first, it was sooo awkward, alam mo yun. . Parang, you're not sure of anything. Ewan ko ba kung pano ko idedeliver ng maayos yung kwento. Ganto nga ata talaga feeling ng sobrang na-carried away. I couldn't even be so serious. . . . . . . . . . OUTSIDE. Pero INSIDE, focused na focused ako. Seriously.

Hmm, if only I could tell you the WHOLE thing, I would really squeal. Pramis. Eeh hanggang ganto lang talaga kaya ko, pa-haging. . So, please forgive me for being sooo mysterious. . X_X

You know what's the best thing about having that kind of feeling? After you contemplate, tapos magre-reminisce ka bigla. . Haaay grabe. . Ngingiti ka na lang ANYTIME; ALL THE TIME pa nga e. Yung tipong, hindi mo na maalis yung crooked smile na parating nasa labi ni Edward Cullen. . Tapos in just a snap, BUNGISNGIS na.  Even when I was just washing my hands, I'd catch myself smiling alone. . Laughing at myself. . Baliw na nga kung baliw, HAPPY e. Much much much much much happier than before. Actually, HAPPIEST. Swear.

I could feeeeeel the cool breeze of authentic delight in my heart.  Everytime na magpapatugtog ako, i'll sit back and relax. Then, look ANYwhere, smile. Yun. Yun at yun. Tsk!! Until now, may hang over pa din. One thing I couldn't believe that I just said when I sat on the couch after washing my hands. . "Sh*t." Malutong ha, clear pa. And I don't normally say that word in that way. Now that explains everything, I presume. It's true. It's true. It's true. I even tried to hide the eternal bliss I was feeling when I was eating my breakfast. Kaharap ko kase nanay ko, I couldn't hold back. I kept on grinning. I just pulled my shirt up to my face to cover up something that has to remain unseen. Hihi.

I KEEP on dancing, singing, laughing, and everything. . . for no reason at all. Habit ko na yang mga yan. Sabi nga ng aking mudra, para na 'kong t*nga. Hahaha!! Overjoyed lang po talaga. For those who keep on buzzing me who that "someone" might be, aba. . Ma-intriga kayo habambuhay, sa totoo lang. Mwahahahaha!! *smugs*